This is me

This is me
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About Me

I am fifty something, married with grown children and grown stepchildren and 5 grandchildren. I was telling someone the other day you used to try to find yourself when you were 18. I have been so many people since then I have no idea who I am. : )

Thursday, September 30, 2010

Nope, just don't want to!

I know in the Spring when you are just tired for no reason it is called Spring Fever but what is it called in the Fall? For some reason today, my spirit and my body is exhausted. I usually love yard work and today was the perfect weather and my yard desperately needed the helping hand, so the only thing I had planned for today was to have AT &T install their new AT&T u-verse for us and a high speed internet, this was the 2nd time I had set aside a day to be home to get this done. The first time the order was cancelled, no one knows why and it had been set up 1 month in advance, they rescheduled me for today and 30 minutes before the appointed time for the tech to be here, he calls and asks if we have an alarm system or not and if so he does not happen to have that correct part and I need to reschedule for 2 more weeks out. That did not start my day out well to say the least. I am seriously thinking about cancelling the whole thing but of course I have two weeks to think about it. : )

After that little fiasco and 1 hour on the phone wasted with AT&T, I knew I needed to get busy in the yard, oh no, the grass is still wet, well, no problem I will just start weed-eating. I get about half way through the back yard and the weed-eater dies and doesn't start again. (I am not thinking nice thoughts). I decide to start mowing where the sun was hitting the grass maybe that wouldn't be too wet, I get about half done, go to empty the grass catcher, my phone rings and I talk a few minutes, then the mower that ALWAYS starts won't start. I go back to the weed eater and finish the back yard this time and the front yard (YEA!) making a little progress, but I notice that I am not enjoying working in my yard today. What in the world is up with that?! I am not sure if it is my attitude (sorry, Lord, my current bible study is on changing my attitude, and like my friend I wasn't feeling it today), or if maybe I am actually feeling my age. Horror of horrors, say it aint so. I don't know folks, I am just plain not with it today and hating that I am not as productive with my time as I used to be. I most definitely have the don't want tos. Headed to Canton early tomorrow, maybe a productive shopping day will fix me up. : )

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